I obviously need to be more diligent and also remember my password:(
What to say when a year has passed. Do you have all night? Probably not.... so I'll just put what's on my heart. That could take all night as well. I have been dealing with alot of emotions lately. Unfortunately happiness does not seem to be a dominating one. I don't know if it's the weather changes, stress (I'm sure this could be a key factor) or what is bringing me down. As I sit here, I want to cry for no reason at all. Feeling lost in a world where I don't belong, where people are rude and mean and think that freedom of speech means you can do and say whatever you want despite how it could affect others. At the same time, I feel as if I am trying to meet everyone's needs, please everyone and be what everyone wants me to be, and I find myself failing miserably.
Well, there is my pitty party in a small paragragh. Thanks for letting me get that out.
On a brighter note, I want to change things up a bit. Maybe blog a little more often.... Have a purpose in my blog other than just some random blabber. More thoughts on that later. Right now I think my eratic emotions are leading me to believe that more sleep is in order. Hopefully I can make it through the weekend without being put in a time-out!!!
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